why it is s0 hard 2 f0rget 0ur 1st l0ve?
i'm juz c0nfuse with myself...
why can't i f0rget him...
he's s0me0ne that br0ke my heart...
make me cry...
n laughing at me when my tears r0ll d0wn my cheeks...
ya...i d0n't even kn0w y the capital 'F' is still in my heart?
i've br0ken an0ther heart c0z 0f this...
i left him even i kn0w that he's the 0ne wh0 always by my side...
he lend his sh0ulder when i'm crying...
he wipes my tears...
he hears all my st0ry...
he warms me when i'm angry...
ya...he's always by my side...
he's juz like a warm blanket 2 me...
but i've left him...
c0z i l0ve mr. 'F'...
i hurt him...i br0ke his heart...
h0w c0uld i d0 that 2 a pers0n that l0ve me with all his heart...
i'm s0 s0rry mr. 'A'...
but then i f0und an0ther b0y...
he's always by my side 2...
but he's n0t as g0od as mr. 'A'...
he's the 0ne wh0'd helped me f0rget mr. 'F'...
ya...i'm alm0st f0rget him...
i'm alm0st thr0w him away fr0m my life...
c0z my heart is n0w 4 this b0y...
even he's n0t g0od as mr. 'A'...
but i l0ve him juz the way he are...
but we're juz fren...
n0t m0re than a fren...
n i'm juz like a sister 2 him...
n0t m0re than that...
but 4 me...
he's everything 2 me...
he's a fren...a br0ther...
n als0...
the pers0n that i l0ve...
but i kn0w...
i c0uldn't get him...
i c0uldn't even tell him b0ut this weird feeling...
nevermind...i'll juz keep it in my heart...
c0z i d0n't want him 2 stay away fr0m me...
i'm happy 2 be by his side...even juz as a fren...
furtherm0re,,his heart is 4 an0ther girl...
nevermind...i'll help him 2 gt the girl that he l0ves...
even i kn0w it will make my heart hurts s0 much...
i juz wanna let my heart,,my frenz,,my family n the wh0le w0rld kn0w b0ut this...
but n0t him...i'll never let he kn0ws....:')
SOMETIMES,,
IT IS BETTER TO HIDE THE FEELING RATHER THAN TO EXPRESS IT TO THE PERSON THAT U LOVE...